Sprint Triathlon and something

I have recently started training for a Sprint Triathlon on October 3rd, I stared before Becky bird passed (I still miss her a lot).

The idea to do the Sprint Triathlon started one day when I looked in the mirror and was sick of looking at my fat self staring back at me. I went on Weight Watchers and lost like 40 Pd but was still looking saggy and fat. I asked a friend what he would do and he said I needed a fitness goal and on that day I choose my fitness goal to a Sprint Triathlon.

Fast forward to today and I am now 60 Pd lighter and in decent shape. I still have some sag and a touch more too tight or loss here and there.


History recap, about a year ago some events happened while I was dating I was lead me to gain confidence in myself. At the time I really had no idea what my limits were anymore and I am still not sure.

Fast forward back to today and yet again my personality is changing due my efforts to train for this pending Sprint Triathlon.

Thankfully, my focus has been on the Sprint Triathlon which has helped distract me from being single or missing Becky bird.
What I find interesting and scary in a deep corner of my soul is that for over a year now I have become more and more unfamiliar with portions of who I am.

This concerns me in some ways but in others ways I figure I will find out when I get there.

So that is what is going on recently.

DKC

PS: There is a girl that I meet recently and for some reason my soul thinks I will date her. The situation is not the best and I really do not have any logic for the feeling. But I seem to blindly trust this odd feeling, so we will see how that works out.